Wednesday, December 31, 2008
itz e end of 2008, and a new start to my life.....
i swear to God my BOYFREN is the sweetest guy on Earth! (kla e sweetest guy ive ever met la....)
pls dont b pemalas n cepat send me e picts so i can takMalu-ly upload n blog abt it..! :)
n special thanks to Dan & Nat, Hakim & Syaz, Nas & Fizah..... n all yg involved one wae or another....
niwae, my new year resolutn will be:
-to b a better person
-to be a better daughter
-to be a nicer sister
-to be a better fren
-to b a better Gf
-to b a better student
-to be a better granddauhter
-to b a nicer makcik
-to be a better/nicer everyting la!
...den i ever was b4....
and to stay closer to Allah swt.! (fizah aku finally da mandi Hadas n start praying tau. kau bile?? ckp nak start 2gda...?)
~InsyaAllah~
btw Dayah, Tiara, Amel, aku miss korang!
Fizah & Syaz & Rab aku miss jugak lahh....haha.
itz e end of 2008, and a new start to my life.....
i swear to God my BOYFREN is the sweetest guy on Earth! (kla e sweetest guy ive ever met la....)
pls dont b pemalas n cepat send me e picts so i can takMalu-ly upload n blog abt it..! :)
n special thanks to Hakim, Dan, Nat & Syaz n all yg involved one wae or another....
niwae, my new year resolutn will be:
-to b a better person
-to be a better daughter
-to be a nicer sister
-to be a better fren
-to b a better Gf
-to b a better student
-to be a better granddauhter
-to b a nicer makcik
-to be a better/nicer everyting la!...
den i ever was b4....
and to stay closer to Allah swt.! (fizah aku finally da mandi Hadas n start praying tau. kau bile?? ckp nak start 2gda...?)
~InsyaAllah~
YEAY YEAY AKU HAPPY!!
eh? nudahh muke pepek~
eh? nak feeling2 christMas..~suke.
eh? kat trafic lite pon nak posing..~bahalol.
Nah amek! Bidadariz dari syurga..!! lawa la tu..
eh? nak wrestling~
eh? nak posing mcm budak2..~
eh? nak posing mcm kakak2.
eh? sume nak step cium..~ bibir nak step angelina jolie..
eh? nak posing sambil wrestling~
we went sheesha on e 23rd Dec.. a so called gathering b4 amel & Tiara left for KL..
now tt they r back, e next gathering will b for our BedTime story k k k?
btw fizah,im wrkng on e 1st........n itz a public holidae cnfrm ramai giler babz.
we c how la eh..
Syaz, aku still belom transfr out sheesha pictz so cant upload yet.. sorrie. i cant find my memoryCard reader & i keep forgetting to trnsfr them to my lappy... sowie~
Monday, December 29, 2008
Amel & Tiara r back!
So wen r we having our BedTime story Movie date gurlz??
Monday, December 22, 2008
watchd ZINDA last nite.. super good movie. n i was super sedih wen john abraham died..he died in a manly heroic wae though.... i swear he iz Charming giler.........
weekends were fine. worked bothdaez. sat 9am-6pm and sundae 1pm-5pm and still had time for frenz(yg i c at work la..) n family n ipin.. :)
ok i got 2 super adorable tortoise!! named 1---> Pinky(e female) & the other---> Brain(e male)..
cute kan, cute kan, cute kan???
nanti i'll upload their real pictz promise!
diz isnt my tortoise la...juz random pict frm e net..actualli itz a present for naimah..new pet for her since her guppies died but she'z still afraid of e 2 harmless creature...haha.
so finally i got to eat FamousAmos cookie(tu pon yg at work nye..)
i still wanna eat NasiAyamPenyet..
n i still wanna loose weight. gng jogging wit rabiah later!!!
Things i wanna do:
-watch movie!!
-->BOLT
-->YesMan.(maybe ni i wanna watch online ar..)
-->BedTime story.
-->Rab Ne Bana Di Jodi( e hindustan movie.. )
Friday, December 19, 2008
i have noting much to update abt.. malas. n i'v been bZ wit skul..
everytng haZ gone haywire.. i dunno la.
skul n frenship wise la..
i hate diz. watz all diz squabble abt la plz? itz juz some miscommunication. go get it resolved.
it getz annoyink tau to hav to listen to both sidez. Both wit their own ego n sumpah kpale batu sendirik. haiyah~ so susah.
itz official: i HATE skul. or shud i rephrase tt to, i HATE MP/SIP! n esp MR GOH KEK MENG & e stupid admin staff in the engineering G.O yg misplaced my LOA!!!!! menyusahkan hidop aku aje!!! taikidong palsu btul!
family: i still love them. DUH! only tt i no longer spend as much time wit them..but still ok la kirekan. dulu lagi teruk. but i cant live w/o seeing naimah'z face more den 2daez. mcm a great lost.haha. kental.
personal love life tt i dont OFFICIALLY have: ermm..itz good. i'm happy. He makes me happy. :)
and last but not least, i need to stay close to Allah... damn, aku da leka..
btw, syaz if ure waiting for tuesDz pictz to be up, maaf eh. hav nt been using my lappy. skul comp kental siket, i cnt transfr e picts..nanti da ano aku update kz. haha.
Wednesday, December 17, 2008
How is one to live a moral and compassionate existence when one is fully aware of the blood, the horror inherent in life,
when one finds darkness not only in one's culture but within oneself?
If there is a stage at which an individual life becomes truly adult,
it must be when one grasps the irony in its unfolding and accepts responsibility for a life lived in the midst of such paradox.
One must live in the middle of contradiction,
because if all contradiction were eliminated at once life would collapse.
There are simply no answers to some of the great pressing questions.
You continue to live them out, making your life a worthy expression of leaning into the light..
Monday, December 15, 2008
If thou must love me, let it be for nought
Except for love's sake only.
Do not say'I love her for her smile, her look,
her way Of speaking gently,
for a trick of thought
That falls in well with mine, and certes brought
A sense of pleasant ease on such a day',
For these things in themselves,
Beloved, mayBe changed, or change for thee,
and love, so wrought,
May be unwrought so.
Neither love me for Thine own dear pity's wiping my cheeks dry,
A creature might forget to weep,
who bore Thy comfort long,
and lose thy love thereby !
But love me for love's sake,
that evermore Thou mayst love on,
through love's eternity.
Wabit.
bye frenz..
cinderella,Dayah-stepMum, Amel&Me-stepSistaz.
pandai abg jait...
poor grandmama..
haus nek..?
~
entering e reptile walk tingee..
sebok si Shahrul.
they were realli sleepink lar..
monkey wit e party hat.
party like a rockStar. can u syaz n dan???
monkey.
ma babyz
itz ur bdae~
amel!!!
my hair super nyonya sehh..bt i cnt help it. panas!!!
we were looking at the whiteTigerz.. Arifin i want e animal pictz!!!
fizah da mcm redIndian wit tt ting on her head..haha!
Nudahh steal bone! go gurlz!
zooOOOO!!!!!!!!!!
i swear i had lotsa fun!!!!
plannd to meet at 11am but Arifin & i reached like an hour later.(at 12pm) All expt e Bdae gurl were alrdy thr. sorry guyz~ Penat tau goreng jempot2 early morning...
In e end all got to enter for free thnx to Dan(e Man), Amel & diz Makcik tudung Pink..haha.
We walked arnd, saw some animals, rest 4 a smoke n mamam,continued walking, animalzz, den went 4 some animal show, den it rained, we sheltered at some alligator place, den walkd again, ANimalzz again, fetched e Belated bdae gurl, smoked again, celebrate siket wit e B&J icecream,went back in, jln2 n tgk animals again, snakes etc, den went to e Kampong hs thr(damn hilarious tau) den playd some water games yg later some annoyink children sebok joined.. we all were super vivacious.
i had fun. i'm sure we all did. priceless~
makan at KFC b4 we left zoo....
workd 12-6pm yestD..actualli i was alrdy half-heartd abt gng wrk wen i wokeUp sml bt tot since fizah pon wrkng so i went..last2 she didnt keje. kecil hati Beta..~
den mlm went Family dinner wit my Family(DUH!) at kampung chai chee seafood rstrn. i swear i ate alot! Chili Crab, some Thai chiken tingee, Ikan sweetsour(seabass), fried Sqiud(i tink), Sayor baby kailan,kangkong belacan(yes itz true ppl..Nudahh da pandai mkn sayor skrg..!!), soup fishball, nasi, butter prawnz yg super humongous i swear!! (Sarah n Dayah confirm suke). Thr were so much food. We were all chock-full. Thnx 4 e treat kakYana. Moga Allah murahkn rezeki, panjangkn umur, bahagiakn kau sekeluarga.. AMIN~
Saw si Alif kentang tu..da gemuk kau bacin.
Saw si Alif kentang tu..da gemuk kau bacin.
My tido mati perangai da start alek.. woke up n checkd my hp tadi. realizd tt i receivd a call frm ipin at 1.52am but honestly, i seriously dont remembr answrng any call last nite! i was in deep sleep.. when i askd him tadi, he said i answrd n bbual. bacin sey Nudahh.. tak sadar. n ya, Arifin, if diz eva happen again, juz hangup on me. cz i might tetibe get angry n sumhow mengamok on e phone.(w/o me realizing..as in wen i wake up e nxt morning, i wont remmbr anytng..) Itz tt bad. n e mengamok cn be very buruk. i dunno la bt itz wat i was told dulu.... so ya.. beware..~ haha!
random but, i miss Arifin. :(
